So I posted my ads on craigslist

I've posted few ads and got some responses from craigslist, I told them to look at this blog and majority of them does not care about what I think or say what’s so ever, only thing they can come up with is "you look pretty cute" most of the time. There are few exceptions, so I wouldn’t say I've completely given up.

Well, a guy's mind usually go like this, 'come on, let’s hang out, I’ll pay for your dinner as long as I can get laid’ After a few dates they see it’s not going anywhere they’ll stop bugging me and I am worthless again. Most of the guys want sex isn’t even because they like it, most of the time they just want to show off to their friends and feel good about themselves, that someone is appreciating them and willing to have sex with them. They never think about what is it for the girls when it’s just sex, there is nothing to it, I can easily call one of my ex and have sex with him if I am desperate enough, and usually the immediate after affect after an affair is embarrassment and regret. But I guess I can’t really expect a guy to think for other people… oh well.

The truth of online dating

Online chatting has been out for a while, and a lot of people have found their 'soul mate' over the internet. I've never believed in it, but it doesn't mean I wouldn't give it a try. Over the past few years I tried a lot of things, started with AOL chat rooms, MySpace, Mirc, along with many others. Majority of the guys on the net just seems to be losers on the street, especially those nerdy ones that never have any self confidence to walk up to a girl in real life, and yet over the chat they’d say some of the most disgusting stuff you would imagine. So over the course I came out with a conclusion, internet provides a way for losers to fake their confidence because nature of anonymous.

That’s not all, one of my ex-boyfriend told me that if I say I am a guy on the internet, I’d find out people simply would show their true nature, which isn’t so nice as they seems when they treat girls. So I logged into his Myspace account and went into the chat room, I couldn’t believe no one even bothered to give me any attention. What surprises me is, these guys would only chat with girls, but never had confidence to go up to a girl in real life. So I learned another lesson in life, losers would treat a girl better just trying to get laid, but in reality they never really do but they keep trying.

I have no problem with dating guys over the internet, but come on, once I meet them in person, they became a totally different person, no more perverted talks, no more cocky lines, and all of sudden I can be spoiled again. I personally think the problem still lies within a guy himself, that majority of the guys are still not physically and mentally comfortable with themselves. In my opinion, when a girl is ugly she look for make ups, so when a guy is unattractive he should learn some self improvement. But if you are somewhat different or willing to change, let me know =)